Friday, August 11, 2006
{ 5:50 AM }
i'm very sad now. recently somethings happened..and it made me terribly sad. i cant stand the pain. why did it all happened. was it my fault that all these happened? maybe it is. but your words really made me sad. i was there all along, but you didnt see me. what can i do? i'm sorry..but i really do treasure friendships. why do people always has to choose? i want both, because both meant a lot to me..you both were there when i needed friends..when i was deseprate for hope..it's not that i follow the trend, but they are my good friends..i dont want to lose them. your words are repeating itself in my head. they turned into thousands of needles piercing into my heart..maybe we may not be friends afterall, but the fond memories will always remain in my heart, because no memories are worth forgetting. i'm sorry..maybe i didnt know the pain, but now..i understand.
today was a fun day..although it was rather bad in the morning..where there's the a mths test and the giving back of the chinese results. and i passed it..by a bit. yay~ok..we went to meet up at the concourse for something about np..about obs..then i wanted to go..but then..in only 4 people can go..so in the end i became a reserve(: then me and celeste and si min and jack and yuqing. i must thank them..i finally learnt how to cycle because to them. the first time i cycled was on 110806. thank you guys..for helping me overcome my fears..and teach me how to cycle(: then we returned to the starting point late..so me yu qing and si min didnt need to run..we sat there. at first christina asked us to find a teacher to report, or find ziyang, then we went to ms chan that counter, but she didnt help us report. we then managed to find ziyang, so her brought us to ms lam. and she reprimanded us and told us to find mr soon, saying that mr soon will punish us. but then..mr soon didnt punish us. instead, he asked us to find mr chua to report, but mr chua only asked us to sit there and wait for the rest of our class to return. and so we sat there. people started to return, and we went back to our class. we sat down for some prize presentation ceremony, and it was long. after which, i went home with celeste. we walked all the way to the 16 bus-stop from the place we were dismissed. so tiring..
SPECIAL TAHNKS TO THESE PEOPLE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO CYCLE: CHUA SI MIN, YU QING, JACKALYN AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, CELESTE. THANK YOU FOR HAVING SO MUCH PATIENCE AND FAITH IN ME(: